I think, therefore I am…

I ask myself, what I see, what I hear

Is it real…

I ask myself, what I perceive, what I believe

Is that true

I ask myself, I eat, I drink, I sleep

Do I belong here?

I ask myself, what I think, what I remember

Can you see it?

I ask myself, will it ever come to an end?

Does this circle of life revolve?

I ask myself, is this world for real?

Answer I get… is this my low of Solipsism?

Why

Her name is all I speak

Her face is all I see

Her voice echoes in my ears

Her touch is all I feel

The air I breathe has only her fragrance

Why have I stopped eating?

Why have I stopped sleeping?

Why my visions have blurred?

Why have I stopped feeling?

Why is it happening?

My mind only thinks about her

My sanity is breaking down for her

Why I still want to be with her

When I know, that now it’s over

Why my heart still beats for her 

झूठी ख़ुशी

कभी  ज़िन्दगी  में  ऐसे  मोड़  आते  है 

सारी  दिशायों  को  सुनसान  हम  पाते  है 

सितारे  अपने  गर्दिश  में  नज़र  आते  है 

और  अपने  हर  निर्णय  पे  हम  सिर्फ  निराशा  ही  पाते   है 

दर्द  की  अब  पहचान  खत्म  होने  लगी  है 

चाहतें  अपनी  जो  हर  बार  ही  दम  तोड़ने  लगी  है 

अपनी  किस्मत  को  अब  और  क्या  कोसे 

जब  मिले  हैं  ज़िन्दगी  से  हर  कदम  पे  धोके 

आँखों  में  आंसू  लिए  तन्हा  अब  रहते  है 

इस  दर्द  को   बेखबर  होके  हम  सहते  है 

अब  दुःख  से  सम्बंध  कुछ  ऐसा  जोड़  बैठे  है 

झूठी  ख़ुशी  के  लिए  अपनी  हार  को  ही  जीत  समझ  बैठे  है

Trying Hard

The loneliness inside of me

Feeding on all my senses

But whenever you’re around

My shape doesn’t seem to be sound

Your presence makes me feel more drowned

The love inside of me

May be just an illusion to you

Never knew how to show

Gone with mundane ways

Learning it the hard way

The pain inside of me

Cannot be made visible

It’s not you but no one has ever seen

Close is what you got

Still alone here I walk

The me inside of me

Still is a little confuse

Is it love or pain that’s profuse

Sometimes I think a bit

But trying hard not to quit

You’re always on my mind

When I sleep at night

Feels like I’m losing myself in your eyes

There’s only one thing that I demand

To dream of you holding my hand

To see you sleeping like a child

Just Your thought makes my heart go kind

And baby I just wanna tell you,

You’re always on my mind

When I wake up in the morning

Your beautiful face is what I see

Your whispering voice is what I hear

Your soft and tender touch is what I feel

The vivid vision makes me go blind

And Baby I just wanna tell you,

You’re always on my mind

One thing I want you to know

I think about you all the time

No matter where I am, or with whom I strife

I miss you every second in my life

Here I promise to you that I’ll always stand behind

Coz baby, the truth is

You’re always on my mind

नजाने क्यूँ

नजाने क्यूँ , यूँही किसी पल

उदास हो उठता है जब कभी यह मन

शायद किसी की याद से , या फिर किसी की कमी से

या शायद मेरी खुदी की बंजर ज़मीन से

दिल कभी ये भर आता है

आँखें मगर कुछ कह नहीं पाती

अब क्या किसी को बोल के बतायें

कैसे किसी और को समझाए

होंठ भी शायद इसलिए सिले रह जाते है

खुद अपने ही दिल की बात जब समझ नहीं पाते है

चाहत किसी की कभी कर लेते है

अपना हक समझ के मांग कुछ लेते है

दुनिया से जो भी मिलता है खुश उसी में रह लेते है

अपने दिल का हाल अब क्या हम बतायें

गम में डूबे रहते है चारो पहर बगैर आंसू बहाए

इस ज़िन्दगी से ऐसे हुए हम शर्मिंदा है

कैसे कहे के अब तो बस कहने के लिए ही जिंदा है

When I first met you

When I first met you I knew

You are the one I’ve been looking for

When you first said my name

I knew you are here to stay

Since I’ve met you girl, I realize

What I have been missing all my life

Never before did I felt like this

And now you are the one I need, forever

You have brought a wave of happiness

A whole new cloud of showering love

An ocean filled with care

Inspiring me through those gloomy days

Catching me, every time I fall

Now I know that I want you, way too badly

I want to think about you, say sweet nothings

I want to comfort you, make you happy

I want to take care of you, be your shelter

I want to spend the rest of my life with you

Not in this life but for ages to come